Always d SaMe QueS!!

很多时后，有很多人都很喜欢问我一样的问题。。。有时真的回答得很累。。不知道你们也是遇过这种问题吗？至于是怎样的问题呢？那就是问你 “有男朋友了吗?" 为什么每个人都要这么问呢？女人一定要靠男人才能活吗? 最近我从妹妹哪里学会了一句话。。我听了觉得很有道理。。就算是女人以后有了老公还是孩子，一却都不可靠。。 有谁能担保老公对你很忠心，孩子对你很孝顺呢？一却都是一个疑问？？ 人最实际的还是有钱在身旁。。 就算没有老公还是男朋友，我们老了还是可以把自己送去老人院。。 不需要麻烦人。。　最近，我看到太多的例子了。。 不得不承认我妹妹的想法是对的！！
我现在的想法跟以前的想法不同的。。 男朋友不再是我最需要的。。 一而再的伤害，我不想在经历这样的伤痛了。。选择单身是我现在唯一的想法。。 我没有觉得有什么不对。。我很享受现在的生活。。是真的！！

StudY LifE @ KL EnDeD

Finally today is my last day at KL..my feeling wor?? complicated lo.. say will not miz is pretend de.. actually i will bu she de d life n frens at here lo.. dunno next time when wil c them again~ ='( d classroom n skool here is bigger n prettier than kch.. sum more need to walk staircase to classroom.. parking oso very difficult.. no handsome guy to c sum more.. haha.. wanna shopping whole day oso cannot. can only manage to walk a few hours only.. swt.. ^.^''' but i dun like d life here... jz like last weekend, i go shopping at mid valley wf my mum n sis.. my handbag kena cut by ppl but i din realise it.. i only realise it when i reach home.. luckily my purse din get lost.. else i cant go back 2molo.. reli kung bu lo... make me feel very scared when carry handbags nowadays.. my study life at KL ended today.. d next time i come here is jz for shopping only..
my study week for started on d day i go back to kch.. hope i can pass all d papers tis time.. gambateh!! wish me gud luck.. gud luck to all my frens too~

No7 SuRe WaT's HappeN~

10.10.08 (Fri)

haiz..actually i dunno i shud be happy, disappointed o sad today after hear d news..a lot things happen in my family recently.. 所谓:"家家有本难念的经"...i shud be happy when my parents final decision is to give me go back to study but actually i stil wanna continued study here due to certain reasons.. but my parents mouth say wanna ask me go back but actually heart is unwilling to do so..especially my mum..erm.. reasons ar?? i oso not sure y!! i shud be happy bcos all my frens r there n family too.. but nw not happy bcos of family.. how come some family can live so happy n without quarrel n my family is different.. my sis n me both suffer for tis situation.. sometimes, i reli feel so sien to go back home but sometime they reli threat me gud n make me miz them.. jz lik last nite, my dad cal me regardin d hostel termination things.. after tat my dad ask whether wanna tok to mum..i dun hav any comments.. but my mum dunno at there grumble wat n my dad jz tok to me n put down d phone..
both of us is also her daughter..how can she threat us lik tis.. i very very sad la.. wuwuwu~ ='[ tats y i oweys thinks tat FRENS IS D BEST!!

EveRy7hiN6 IncReaSe In KL!!

Aiks!! everything had increase here.. hostel, school fee, expenses n etc.. d hostel is reli worst!! increase without any changes in d hostel.. even d pipe water is yellow in color..jz look lik orange juice..how can it be drinking water!! drink for long time blood oso bcome yellow in color la.. although d view is very pretty at my condo.. jz lik its name called "Sunway Lagoon View Resort".. can view all d scenery at sunway lagoon.. d scenery very pretty lei~ but very noisy sometime..

d lecturers here not all is gud.. Part3 got 5papers but 3papers oredi is rubbish!! dunno how to teach at all.. terrible la..everyydays toks about hteir own home's story only n when time not enuf for them to finish lectures, they fly lik roket to finish teaching!! swt...

My HoLiDayS!!

Wa!! holidays reli pass so fast.. jz lik blink eyes only..haha.. my holidays is reli damn boring la.. holidays for almost a week but doing nothing.. i watch a hong kong drama called 花好月圆. is quite nice lo.. but if anyone pregnant lik alicia, better dun look at it.. haha..d ending is very nice lo.. actually i've exam after d holidays.. i only study a bit only due to lazy worm in my stomach.. wakaka..
Hari Raya is reli worst.. make me cant find a place to eat. even order for pizza, they say jz for pick up but dun hav delivery.. order for MCdonald oso need to wait around for 2hours jz arrive but without any apologize n free a Coke only.. reli terrible!! n i've to call to complaint for 2 times n they jz say wil report to supervisor.. n complaint for another 1 time for din send over 1 set of filet-o-fish but oredi receive my money.. ARGH~ Hari Raya reli make me feel terrible la.. stupid MCdonald!!

Finally my exam is over..dunno wil get how many marks lo as i din reli even study..my lec say tat if din get 40 marks wil barred us from goin final exam.. normally they jz wil say say only de la..never real de.. tats called SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE.. XD

My MemOry !!

26.09.08 (Fri) ** Edited**

有时候, 我真的很怀念以前的我.. 天天过着嘻嘻哈哈的日子, 忘记所有伤心的事.. 可能以前我, 伤害了很多无辜的人.. 所以才会有这样的结果. 傻傻的我, 曾经为了你, 放弃了友情; 曾经为了你, 放弃了学夜; 曾经为了你, 我流的眼泪多过笑容; 曾经为了你, 我这两年失去了很多机会… 我也不知道这样会不会值得让我一直等下去… 但是我还是很感激你, 当我需要你时, 你会一直在我身旁.. 尤其是我妈妈进医院的那一夜… 没有你在我身旁, 我也不知道怎么办?? 你每次的回头都会让我不知道该怎么做!! 一时的开心, 一时的苦恼.. 我很害怕你又会回到以前的你.. 一直到昨晚你打给我, 我知道对你的感觉已经不同了… 为何当初的我没有好好的想清楚自已要的到底是什么!! 我很后悔自已最近所放弃的机会… 如果当初我自已想的开, 结果也不会是这样.. 但是一切的"如果"都不存在了..在我心里, 最想念的还是那棵最闪亮的星星.. 不知道他工作一切还顺利?? 没有尝试的了解, 怎么知道不适合彼此呢? 没有相同的兴趣就不能在一起?? 有时候, 人真的很奇怪.. 在得到的时候没有想过要好好珍惜… 等到失去了才想后悔~

有一个人曾经说我很勇敢.. 如果我真的够勇敢, 我会留着面对一切.. 也不会想逃避到现在. 有一个朋友曾经说, 这是一个LOSER的行为. 如果时间能够倒回, 我还是会选择当一个LOSER.. 只是我不会去伤害对我好的人…

珍惜自已现在所拥有的!! 不要等到失去才想后悔… 一切早已来不及回头了~


20.09.08 (Satur)


Yeah!! i go shopping again at pyramid today.. while waiting for my fren to come find me, i go try a few dress.. its quite nice n d price is reasonable.. but my dad brain is more "close minded" tat make me din make d decision to buy it.. sob sob.. after tat, i bring my fren go eat at subway which she eat til wanna vomit.. not bcos of not nice but too full.. haha.. after d dinner we together go for shopping again.. she managed to buy a pair of shoes as i only go back wf hand empty.. not tat sad la since i din find anything suitable for myself..hehe.. we going to have supper at hailo which is d usual place i go after shopping.. d place stil ok lo since i don't like to drink too.. i got a lot of story from my frens when i've drunk..hehe..





i prefer d 2nd dress lo.. but i cant buy it.. if anyone interested, can go to Sunway Pyramid "Forever 21" to hav a look..d price is reasonable too.. =p

16.09.08 (Tues)

Today is a sad day.. my little cute puppy, Panda had dead bcos of its fall ill n my mum only notice it at sun.. when my mum bring Panda for injection, the vet already announced it mayb cannot be recovered. if panda can stand for 10days, tats mean it stil can alive.. but it only managed to stand for 2 days only.. i don't dare to ask my mum as i know my mum will be d one saddest.. i stil cant even manage to c u when i go back to Kuching.. sob sob.. ='( my youngest teach me, human sometime have to think positive.. she jz imagine "Panda going to swim at other world".. i think tis is d way to make human think open.. think of other positive ways can help human to think better.. I MISS U, PANDA!!

10.09.08 (Wed)

Today i actually cook spegatti with my sis n roommate.. its seem lik quite yummy lei~hehe.. tis is my 1st time of cooking spegatti.. we had include mushroom, tomatoes, prawn, chicken slice inside... YUMMY rite?? wakaka.. next time when i go back, i planned to cook for my mum.. c how clever was her daughter.. come here study for 2yrs but can know how to cook food for her to eat.. haha..

MoOnCaKe Fes7iVaL~

14.09.08 (Sun)

Wa!! today is mooncake festival...so happy la..some of my frens scold me say tat i'm growing old but stil wanna play lantern..erm..i dont think so lo.. XD no matter old, adult o young kids oso can play with it..sure i'm goin to play oso..haha..

We having dinner at "Station One" ..d steak although not as yummy as richmond at kch, it stil consider quite nice liao la..hehe..

PIC @ STATION ONE

1, m3 + RooMMate + SiS
2, All of us from Kch
3, Our Group photos

After tat we going to play d lantern at poolside..we chit chat at there n having mooncake at there too..we not having tea with mooncake but with chestnut with coconut milk made by me n sis..haha...quite a strange combination but very nice too.reli a memorable day =p

@ POOLSIDE

1, Our lantern (2 princess, 1 pooh bear & 2 mickey mouse) cute rite??
2, Our group photos
3, jz start to play lantern
4, M3 + melia + Amy
5, chesnut wf coconut milk..but is a fail product.. XD but everyone say is nice..