My MemOry !!

26.09.08 (Fri) ** Edited**

有时候, 我真的很怀念以前的我.. 天天过着嘻嘻哈哈的日子, 忘记所有伤心的事.. 可能以前我, 伤害了很多无辜的人.. 所以才会有这样的结果. 傻傻的我, 曾经为了你, 放弃了友情; 曾经为了你, 放弃了学夜; 曾经为了你, 我流的眼泪多过笑容; 曾经为了你, 我这两年失去了很多机会… 我也不知道这样会不会值得让我一直等下去… 但是我还是很感激你, 当我需要你时, 你会一直在我身旁.. 尤其是我妈妈进医院的那一夜… 没有你在我身旁, 我也不知道怎么办?? 你每次的回头都会让我不知道该怎么做!! 一时的开心, 一时的苦恼.. 我很害怕你又会回到以前的你.. 一直到昨晚你打给我, 我知道对你的感觉已经不同了… 为何当初的我没有好好的想清楚自已要的到底是什么!! 我很后悔自已最近所放弃的机会… 如果当初我自已想的开, 结果也不会是这样.. 但是一切的"如果"都不存在了..在我心里, 最想念的还是那棵最闪亮的星星.. 不知道他工作一切还顺利?? 没有尝试的了解, 怎么知道不适合彼此呢? 没有相同的兴趣就不能在一起?? 有时候, 人真的很奇怪.. 在得到的时候没有想过要好好珍惜… 等到失去了才想后悔~

有一个人曾经说我很勇敢.. 如果我真的够勇敢, 我会留着面对一切.. 也不会想逃避到现在. 有一个朋友曾经说, 这是一个LOSER的行为. 如果时间能够倒回, 我还是会选择当一个LOSER.. 只是我不会去伤害对我好的人…

珍惜自已现在所拥有的!! 不要等到失去才想后悔… 一切早已来不及回头了~


20.09.08 (Satur)


Yeah!! i go shopping again at pyramid today.. while waiting for my fren to come find me, i go try a few dress.. its quite nice n d price is reasonable.. but my dad brain is more "close minded" tat make me din make d decision to buy it.. sob sob.. after tat, i bring my fren go eat at subway which she eat til wanna vomit.. not bcos of not nice but too full.. haha.. after d dinner we together go for shopping again.. she managed to buy a pair of shoes as i only go back wf hand empty.. not tat sad la since i din find anything suitable for myself..hehe.. we going to have supper at hailo which is d usual place i go after shopping.. d place stil ok lo since i don't like to drink too.. i got a lot of story from my frens when i've drunk..hehe..





i prefer d 2nd dress lo.. but i cant buy it.. if anyone interested, can go to Sunway Pyramid "Forever 21" to hav a look..d price is reasonable too.. =p

16.09.08 (Tues)

Today is a sad day.. my little cute puppy, Panda had dead bcos of its fall ill n my mum only notice it at sun.. when my mum bring Panda for injection, the vet already announced it mayb cannot be recovered. if panda can stand for 10days, tats mean it stil can alive.. but it only managed to stand for 2 days only.. i don't dare to ask my mum as i know my mum will be d one saddest.. i stil cant even manage to c u when i go back to Kuching.. sob sob.. ='( my youngest teach me, human sometime have to think positive.. she jz imagine "Panda going to swim at other world".. i think tis is d way to make human think open.. think of other positive ways can help human to think better.. I MISS U, PANDA!!

10.09.08 (Wed)

Today i actually cook spegatti with my sis n roommate.. its seem lik quite yummy lei~hehe.. tis is my 1st time of cooking spegatti.. we had include mushroom, tomatoes, prawn, chicken slice inside... YUMMY rite?? wakaka.. next time when i go back, i planned to cook for my mum.. c how clever was her daughter.. come here study for 2yrs but can know how to cook food for her to eat.. haha..

MoOnCaKe Fes7iVaL~

14.09.08 (Sun)

Wa!! today is mooncake festival...so happy la..some of my frens scold me say tat i'm growing old but stil wanna play lantern..erm..i dont think so lo.. XD no matter old, adult o young kids oso can play with it..sure i'm goin to play oso..haha..

We having dinner at "Station One" ..d steak although not as yummy as richmond at kch, it stil consider quite nice liao la..hehe..

PIC @ STATION ONE

1, m3 + RooMMate + SiS
2, All of us from Kch
3, Our Group photos

After tat we going to play d lantern at poolside..we chit chat at there n having mooncake at there too..we not having tea with mooncake but with chestnut with coconut milk made by me n sis..haha...quite a strange combination but very nice too.reli a memorable day =p

@ POOLSIDE

1, Our lantern (2 princess, 1 pooh bear & 2 mickey mouse) cute rite??
2, Our group photos
3, jz start to play lantern
4, M3 + melia + Amy
5, chesnut wf coconut milk..but is a fail product.. XD but everyone say is nice..

BasKin RoBbiNs

31.08.2008 (SuN)

Finally today is 31.08.08..i'm not excited because today is merdeka day but bcause today is d date for my favourite ice cream..haha..i stil remember d taste for d 1st time i eat tis ice-cream..reli i jz hav d time to taste my ice cream every 31st of d month..d ice cream really very very nice but expensive..every 31st of d month had discount up to 31%...i cant afford to buy everyday..else i'll bcomems fatty ki..haha..i've to wait until my neck to bcome long jz can buy..1 yr jz can buy 7 times only..sob sob.. everyone must go n try yea..really really very nice wor.. =P

1, which one is mine??of course is d biggest one..haha..tis called 1/2 gallon, normal price is RM90++ but every 31st cost RM60++ only..damn cheap la..haha
d small one is called pint, normal price is around RM30 but every 31st cost around RM20
2, of course mine is choc..very nice la..d green one is lemon, a bit sour lo n d light brown taste coffee wf almond inside..YUMMY!!
3, d 2nd time we having d ice cream..almost empty lu~
4, we only finish d ice cream in 2days..fatty lu~ XD

MerDeka EvE

30.08.2008 (Satur)

yeah~ today is merdeka eve..sure go out wf frens to play..we go to eat 'o zai mian', ice monster ice cream n go count down at starbucks n wishes to c fireworks at sunway lagoon..but we busy taking photos n forget d time..at last, we din c fireworks at all..haha

ICE MONSTER

1, Jess + Amy + M3

2, Me + Sis
3, Sis + Siao Shun + Me

4, d left id mango ice cream & d right is passion fruit ice cream~guess which one i lik d best!!

My sis & melia more lik d passion fruit ice cream. me & Amy lik d mango ice cream..yummy!!reli nice la...

After tat we go shopping..i've try some dress..guess which one is d prettiest??

i lik d 1st one d best lo..more slim ma..haha

STARBUCKS

c some pic we've take @ starbucks..

1, our drinks(choc chips, cappocino, vanila n green tea) mine sure is choc chips la..hehe

2, me + amy + sioa shun

3, amy + me + sis

4, us again..

5, me & amy so pity kena put in prison...wuwuwu~

D SaDDiEs7 DaY iN AuG

18.08.2008 (MoN)

Lots of incident had happen to me tis month..Erm...how to say lei~a lot of sad things happened to me..i just can say, if u find a person tat threat u good, u must appreciate wat he ever do to u at d beginning but not just think of it after that..dun try to hurt ppl as tis will hurt urself in d end too..reli kinda stupid attitude lo..hehe..Anyway, i stil need to say thanxx to him on what he had did on Jul..

After lots of incident, i reli feel so sad..no frens nor family accompany beside me..as my sis also sad tis time.. sob sob.. ='[ Yea~ today is my saddest day of august..today, i dun hav any mood to attend class..every lec is tokin about result going to release later..d lec is reli lik shit la..keep on reminding us every seconds...after having class, i'm trying goin to go to sleep but my fren cal me n tel me he had failed all his subject..after heard tis, i cant continue my sleep anymore..i go hav a look at it too..but reli disappointed, i failed all too..n my mum called me..she more disappointed than me bcos she had waste her money for last sem..i reli no mood n cried whole day..but thanxx for a lot of frens tat hav encourage me..sorry for them too bcos i din even heard d phone call scaring tat i would scold them for my bad mood..aiks~reli sad la..especially my audit..i've to resit for d 3rd time again..i deserve everythin n convince myself i've din study well..tis sem, i've to work harder..gambateh to me n wish me gud luck~we all wil pass through tis sem!!

My 1st Blo6

hihi everyone..tis is my 1st blog..haha..erm..recently all my frens interested in writtin blog..they tel me can write ur feelin n anything here..sure, i'm here to write my feelin & everythings here..feel free to hav a look yea.. =p